bhante sujiva and these insight stages keep haunting my sits, like i’m secretly checking progress againbhante sujiva, insight stages, and the quiet habit of measuring my sits instead of being there

Bhante Sujiva and these insight stages keep haunting my sits like I’m secretly checking progress instead of paying attention. It’s 2:03 a.m. and I’m awake for no good reason. The kind of awake where the body’s tired but the mind’s doing inventory. The fan’s on low, clicking every few seconds like it’s reminding me time exists. My ankl

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